((((Melisssa)))) I'm sorry you are feeling so frustrated and unhappy. But, I want you to know that you are NOT a waste of my time. I have really appreciated your posts and thoughts the past few weeks, and I wouldn't have grown at all had it not been for those posts. I do understand where you are coming from with your feelings, really, I do. But please, please don't ever think you are a waste of anyone's time.