same here, CSC  . do the best you can and let it rest. i'd feel overwhelmed as you based on what you posted. i forget, do you see a T? i believe your collaboration would help you sift thru this than your trying to do it alone. course we are always here to listen cuz we care about  YOU
and feel free to vent, rant, whatever helps you even if only for a minute/relief. we are here to listen and offer our support.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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