Sorry guys I just have to vent. My mind is going into overdrive again. Luckily I can still concentrate, but my worry has become this constant feeling in the back of my mind. I'm beginning to think that this relationship is going to go nowhere. I don't know if I can even call it a relationship. I hate that I'm so inexperienced and don't even know what the heck is going on! I've gotten to the point that I am convincing myself that he is going to just drop me one of the days. I don't want to think like that because I think I'm going to cause myself to pull away from him just because I'm scared of being hurt. What if me and him actually could have a future together, but I ruin it because of fear? If he called me his girlfriend I would feel so more secure and relaxed, but I don't know if that is ever going to happen. Why can't he make his mind up about anything? This is driving me crazy and we've only been dating for 6 weeks. I don't know how to handle this.

Someone please tell me I am overreacting.