I pull away when i feel myself getting too close or relying on T too much. And when it hits me that this is not a forever relationship. Thinking about this hurts me so much, that i sometimes think of throwing the towel in altogether, because i cannot bear the thought of losing something
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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