Today, I keep thinking negative thoughts. I keep thinking I'm better off dead. I can't help thinking these thoughts. I think to myself, there's no point to my life. There's nothing interesting about my life. I haven't got much friends but only a few. I'm always used and used for sex. I'm just some animal aren't I? I might as well be a prositute or something /: I'm just a filthy animal scum. I don't like myself. I don't have the bravery to commit suicde but these negative thoughts keep going round in my mind. I don't have boyfriends like "normal" people do. I only had one real life one. It tells me that I'm ugly. I hate myself. I'm such a scumbag. I wish my mum aborted me and I wish someone could kill me. Sometimes I actually wish I could just run in the middle of the road and get run over. No one gives a **** about me. "Jenny Barrett" <<< Ugly ****ing piece of **** who is a scumbag. :'( Life would be so much better without me. If I killed myself people wouldn't care. I'm not important to no one. or maybe I am to a few people. But really who gives a **** about me? Urghh my life is crap. If someone wants me dead just say.....