I hear things others dont. I hear voices in my head that tell me to "just do it." I'm sorry and u need to do this now. Its like being mentally raped 24/7. I have a doctors appointment on Wed. But i'm scared I will be commited if I tell them these things. I have so far been diagnosed with MDD and GAD. I have a major family history of Schizophrenia & Schizoaffective Affective Disorder. I can't hold a job, seems like everytime I get one, something goes wrong, or I can't handle the social interaction.