Thank you all for your replies. I have a great fear of flying even though I have never flown. I imagine the worst and the thought of even boarding a plane makes me want to throw up
I think that is only part of the battle for me though. I dont know how I will react back in the work force. I want to work but am afraid that I will fall apart again and not be able to handle the pressure. Even this morning, just talking to the lady on the phone was stressfull.
I worked very hard at my last job and in an instant, I lost it all and my whole life changed. I dont know if I am willing to take that risk. I am a coward, I admit that. I wish I didnt place so much pressure on myself.