Update: No change--I didn't gain back any weight, but I also didn't lose any more. Eh. Now I'm on Celexa, it's been about 2-3 weeks without Zoloft, and so far I can't tell a difference with my anxiety. There for a while, on the starter dose, my OCD became even worse and my mood was terrible. I was always mad. On a higher dose now, so we'll see.

The other day one of my 6th graders hugged me and picked me up. As in, up off the ground. I didn't yell at him, but I laughed, "excuse me!!! WHAT do you think you're doing?" He said "sorry, you just weigh so little!" I went straight to Wal-Mart after work and bought those high-calorie nutrition shakes full of vitamins and some of the foods I still like, like Nutella, and I'm committed to eating more frequently. Even when I'm not hungry...which is all the time.

I gotta say, I like looking thin--especially when I don't have to work out!--but I have to keep myself well so my medicine will work. Medication is my key to survival right now, so more calories it is.