Darla ~ Are you ok now?? Are you sober?? I can't help but worry about you. Withdrawing is a serious thing, and you really should be under a doctor's care.
I've been where you are, and it's no fun. I did it by myself too, and I shouldn't have. I should have gone inpatient, but I didn't. I was lucky and nothing happened to me. but the amount of booze I drank it's a wonder I didn't have the DT's and seizures. God was watching over me.
What you're doing is great - getting off of drugs. But make sure you're SAFE. I'm so glad you chose LIFE over drugs/booze. Because I know that YOU knew you were killing yourself. Drugs/booze kill ~ and they kill slowly and painfully. I've buried too many people -- i've lost too many friends to addiction. It's a horrible disease, but it can be STOPPED. thank God you're trying to stop it.
So just take it a minute at a time -- a whole day at a time is too much. Keep posting here with your progress. We do care! God bless. Hugs, Lee
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