ok i want to tell you about myself i'm 28 and i was on meds i think they made my condition worse i was on 12 diffrent meds i was married and i destroyed my marriage my family all have mental illness i have a son who has odd and adhd and i seem to get into it with like everyone i 'll call my friends and family like million times a day untill they no longer answer i was abused in everyway and i feel like i need to tell my family but they will laugh and make fun of me i've always tried to be the level headed one but they seem to think i'm always causing trouble i saved my dad's life severl times by getting him medical help and he don't see that he thinks i'm evil i 'm their for my mom i'm over her living will but she turns her back on me untill she's ill and i've put up with a lot in my days i just want to know how to move on with out horboring any negitive feelings and or to be bitter at this point i'm confused and i'm on a waiting list for a theripist you seem like a friendly bunch just need a honest opinion thanks <font color="pink"> </font>