Rayna, you have come a long ways in your travels and I have seen some remarable things happen along the way. You have done the things you needed to do in order to stay sober and that is no easy task. Holidays for me were when I would NOT go out because I thought that was when the ametures were out and didnt want anything to do with them. Be proud of how far you have come one step at a time and never forget where you were before and what it was like.

Allan