All I can share is what I did when I finally accepted the diagnosis.

Ask lots of questions. Learn as much as you can about the symptoms and the treatments. Talk to others who share the diagnosis. Remember when things are rough, it is not about you but it is about the symptoms. It is not you off balance but your brain is playing tricks on you. Let friends and family support you. Lets people here support you. Take each day as it comes. Breath.

I hope you feel better soon. You are not alone and people are always here to help you through the rough times and celebrate with you through the good times.