What I am feeling at the MOMENT -

BEAUTY is in the EYE of the BEHOLDER....
So, with that thought I guess my own husband does NOT behold me any more, for age has taken away his Young-Slender-Sexy Maiden (that which pleases him) and has left an unattractive female in its place.

Sad... Sad... Sad... Sad... Sad...

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btw - these are my feelings and not that of his words... that which years of his eyes and rejection has done to me.
While my husband has now seen the error of his ways and is trying to change, I find I must still deal with the after math from with in....... that which does not leave.