One of the reasons why I say negative stuff about myself is because of one person who I have feelings for. I feel like my feelings are being played with and that I'm just being used. One of the people who I like wrote a comment on their "best friend's" picture and he commented on there and I got jealous or worried. I think he wrote saying she is pretty. I don't know how to explain it properly. His best friend is a girl. I look at the girl's picture and she looks so pretty. I'm thinking to myself how ugly I am. He did say about going to England and asking me out but he doesn't love anyone at the moment. But he can't be in a relationship now as he has school and stuff. Right now, I have these feelings for him kind of. I feel like my emotions are being played with. How can I stop having feelings for someone? I wish I was beautiful. I wish I was loved. Thank goodness, this is off my chest. I fall in love easily and I get my heart broken. I'm grateful that I have friends by my side and I'm still going to go the doctor when I can. I wish I had no feelings for no one and I wish I was happy.