huh - thank you both. Funny how just after this is no longer relevant people start to answer. The universe works in interesting ways...I must say that before i went to therapy i felt by far more free and authentic. This is funny. These month T did not even consider us he said i had PTSD and that people who had that do things they forget just as well. So there was nothing and - alters most of them except for one man - WANTED to stay with T! But it was ME who left - and the leaving has nothing to do with this subject in this post - (for which i made a plan.....)

But - what was it...yes!
You see the problem - those "Godlike" therapists for us are supposed to tell us who we are and many times give people a feeling that something is no ok with them...while in truth...it may not always be the case...

Therapists are JUST PEOPLE and they don`t know it all. I am sure there is a BUNCH of stuff that our science of psychology hasn`t discovered yet...And even if i went to the hospital....would they tell me what and who i am really....

But after that last meeting we all decided to F off and kick this creature out of our lives!