3 years ago we were in car accident which brought up everything I had hidden from the world I told him about my dark secret he helped me tell my mom and even report to the police I thought he was one. He helped me alot & my family but this last year I cant tell him how I feel. TOO emotional only anger anxiety,frustration and I lie 2him about any and everything .I never have been able to breakup w/ anyone because I make sure that I DONT get close.How do i tell him I NEED TO BE ALONE w/out losing a great friend?