I'm a weirdo. I love my meds. Sure, they are a pain to remember to take, but they are saving my life. In fact, i love them so much that my p-doc thinks he's taking me off Geodon and he's very much wrong and is going to find out how wrong he is tomorrow. I'm also Schizoaffective, so this idea is really, really bad. I don't know what he's thinking. I refuse to go back to hallucinating all day everyday. My life has changed considerably for the better with meds, and I don't want to go back to a life of misery, cheating, lying, spending money i don't have, drinking excessively, racing thoughts, inability to concentrate on my kids, etc. etc. ad nauseum. However, I do think to each his own. If you can cope off meds, that's awesome. I cannot.