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Originally Posted by happycheeks
One of the reasons why I say negative stuff about myself is because of one person who I have feelings for. I feel like my feelings are being played with and that I'm just being used. One of the people who I like wrote a comment on their "best friend's" picture and he commented on there and I got jealous or worried. I think he wrote saying she is pretty. I don't know how to explain it properly. His best friend is a girl. I look at the girl's picture and she looks so pretty. I'm thinking to myself how ugly I am. He did say about going to England and asking me out but he doesn't love anyone at the moment. But he can't be in a relationship now as he has school and stuff. Right now, I have these feelings for him kind of. I feel like my emotions are being played with. How can I stop having feelings for someone? I wish I was beautiful. I wish I was loved. Thank goodness, this is off my chest. I fall in love easily and I get my heart broken. I'm grateful that I have friends by my side and I'm still going to go the doctor when I can. I wish I had no feelings for no one and I wish I was happy.
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Awww Happycheeks, you sound like a very sweet and loving person. Does this person know about the feelings that you have for him? Sometimes when people are really far away and you can't see them they seem so much more attractive.
If talking to this person or emailing them is making you continue to have feelings for him, maybe you need to take a break from that till you get over them. It might hurt the first few days but if you keep yourself occupied it will be better quickly.
I know what it's like to fall in love quickly - I wanted every guy i dated to be "The One"....when I started thinking more in the present and enjoying each day instead of thinking about the future it got better.
Hope this helps a little.
