Always tell the truth about such things. I did last week and was hospitalized. But, the urges were getting to hard to handle alone. You don't have to fight them by yourself. Hospital isn't fun, but it's not horrible either. You usually meet some good people struggling same as you and that helps. And the food is great. Not really. But it is worth it to get a break from fighting the urges. You don't have to worry about that in the hospital.