I know I have always been depressed. I was doing pretty good for awhile but these past couple months have really been hard on me. I'm angry all the time, I cry so much I'm surprised I haven't dried up yet. My husband is in the military and we aren't having any problems, and that's why I can't understand why I feel like this all the time. I took the quizzes and I found out I might have Adult ADD, I'm Bipolar, and depressed. I got really high scores on the bipolar and Adult ADD quiz. I literally started laughing afterwards because I didn't know I was that bad, but those questions really just hit home!! Is that normal to not know how bad you just might be? I use to think I was just a drama queen and it was just me trying to get attention, but the thing is I really don't make things up or do things to get attention I hold everything inside, and I blow up when something or someone makes me mad. I am a complete ***** to my husband sometimes for absolutely no reason what so ever. I'm really surprised he has put up with it. He's kind of hard to talk to sometimes because I don't think he really understands how I feel. So I never really talk about what I feel because I end up feeling stupid afterwards. I sat up last night thinking alot so I decided I will keep a journal. Hopefully I will get out of this slump I'm in. Well look at me I'm babbling on....