Love in general hurts.........even unknowingly I have hurt others here, something I hate. Feeling that way about people leaves you wide open, very vulnerable. Then people harm you, but that couldn't happen unless you felt love first.
Sometimes you can't help loving someone, like we all do with our children. But there are times when we even by accident hurt them.
Lots of times I've believed in love, only to be disillusioned. Never again in a relationship. I care so much about the people here, my T, and even some of my employees.
It makes me feel somewhat less worthless to know that people do care about me. I fail to understand it, and I analyze it constantly.........but I'm glad. It makes me feel less alone at times when I really need it.
You are one of the people that I truly care about here. There are others of course, at this site. You've helped me laugh and shown me more warmth than most people in 3D my whole life.
I would never knowingly hurt you, so I am sorry that I have. You are definitely one of the best. xoxoxoxoxo
Mary Alice