I am still holding on but damn if it isn't hard. Being off meds now for over a week is really whipping my BUTT. (In caps because my BUTT is big)
I have session w/ T tonight which I have tried to cancel numerous times and T not having that.
Tomorrow I see new Pdoc to try and get back on meds but I am not really wanting to go for fear new pdoc won't know me or my history and decide to hospitalize me.
So...really struggling w/ that right now about what to do.
I feel hyper then sullen/calm and these cycles are happening more and more rapidly and often which is seriously making me very fragile in my mind.
Angry @ the world!!!