I just emailed her how i feel this morning. since she is out of the office this week, i told her that if she picks up my message, i don't expect her to reply now since she's on vacation. but could she please help me/talk to me about this when i have my session? i re-emphasized that i am not saying that she shouldn't take time off. I'm just saying that i'm experiencing it as a loss in our relationship, and couldn't she help me adjust to it without feeling like I'm losing her.

So i probably won't hear back until next Wednesday on my session.

I don't want to "sit with the feelings" all week.