thank you all!
Not time to do much of an update, but it went well! T was lovely and compassionate, she validated my feelings and heard my pain; she even apologized for not handling it well last week and was gentle with me, straightforward but gentle. Trust is still alive and the connection is still real, still strong and good! Of course, still no hugs, but I think I can bear that for now.....
Thanks so much for being with me, I felt you all with me, really I did! It was comforting to know i had supporters, though unseen so very real in spirit.....