Crap, Crap, Crap....
I didn't get to T today. I had a medical emergency that sent me off to the hospital all day. Thankfully I was discharged...but that isn't the issue.

When I got home there was an email from T, I thought how nice...then I opened it and it was just a web address....spam email, so his account must have a virus. I didn't click on the link, of course...but I did notice the list of recipients from T's email list that this spam was sent to. One was a woman's name at puckerup.com. Yep, an adult only porn site. If he has her address in his address book, he must use it.

I am so upset. It's like EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. How can I possibly talk about my sa background with a porn addict? I would be so afraid he'd get off on it. My dad had a porn addiction.

OMG....I have never connected with a T before, and I've been at this for 6 yrs....3 T's..... and I connected with him...and I am not very stable these days....OMG.

How should I handle this? Just run...or tell him why I'm running? Man this sux.