I took all my pages out of the journal. I threw them away. Rule is I can't harm the body, but I can make myself not exist. W_I and Vicki know I'm still around but everyone ignores me now because I just hide. It's too scary out. But I'm so lonely. And I'm so confused.
There is alot of hurt inside me.
W_I runs the body now, even though I used to. I can't. I just can't.
Too many triggers going on right now that make me want to really disapear. Really. But contacts and stay safe promises and all that.
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