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Wow, that just sucks, seriously...especially on the heels of a day at the hospital and a missed T appointments. I am so sorry. what a day!

The only thing you CAN do is talk to T about it. If you just never go back, you'll always wonder. Hopefully, T has an explanation that makes sense. I have a teenage son, and we have all kinds of stuff blocked on our computers so he can't access it with his teenage curiousity...but I can easily imagine a group of teenage boys at a sleepover looking around the internet for whatever is out there. So, maybe someone else was using his account? Or maybe T has a client who IS a porn addict, and there was a reason for looking at the site. Or, or, or... We can come up with all kinds of scenarios, good, bad, and otherwise, but unless you talk to him, all you have are guesses.

I hope you can rest tonight after your long day, and are able to reschedule soon with T so you don't have to sit with this for too long.