so now i'm here, they've shut off my phone....I'm just about out of gas in my truck...and I have about $5 to my name. there's another can of beans in the cabinet, some rice and noodles left. I'm so lonely I don't know what to do...and I really just want to go to bed.

I've been feeling really strange the past few days, really detached, almost high. which would be a nice change! Thank God I haven't had to leave here yet...but I don't know what I'm going to do.

DJ