I'm with you, Hun. I understand completely what you are saying. I know that loving someone leaves you vulnerable, and yes, sometimes you can't help loving someone; like I love you. I knew going in that it wasn't going to be a smooth road, but alas, here I am. And this is where I plan to stay. Throw away your score card, too, of the times when you think you might have hurt me. Why should we keep one, eh? My mom told me something one time "Children are born forgiven." I raised a step-son and he's been really ungrateful. Oh, well. I know I gave him more of my time, love, etc. than I did my own and I'm proud of it! I'm just made that way; a nurturer. So if you'll let me...


<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>