i always feel like something is missing. also im afraid people are going to leave.then there is the self harm. ive been in therapy for years, been on countless meds and many hospitalizations. im going through another med change so all my symptoms are flaring up. big time. but i always feel like something is missing. things are nver just right. i havent found anyone or thing to fill it. i need to feel better soon. how long does it take before you start to feel better?