I'm back. we've been switching so much, so fast that it is hard to keep up. I am here, then gone. There's some meds for anxiety--klonopin--and I don't really know about it except to take at bedtime and when needed. Had a gin and tonic instead.

Too many triggers.
I don't want to deal with flashbacks, never mind real life right now.
Sounds stupid, but a friend of ours (W_I's) is going to have to put her dog down tomorrow. We were there last night saying goodbye. Ofcourse, she doesn't know about us being DID so she didn't know it was me who lay by Kaz and was talking to her. I really love this dog. She was almost ours, but H said we had too many already. But S took her and she was probably more loved than most except our dogs maybe pretty equal. S is really broken up. I don't want to hurt. It triggers alot of the loss pain from our life. It is too painful. So, maybe another drink??
What's the difference between taking a drug for anxiety and having another drink??
Crystal