It seems almost unreal to "see" when it's been minimized by me for over 20 yrs, and before.

I mean, it was really crazy bad.

So now I see so much...more than I ever dreamed possible, and when able to see the larger view all at once, it's mind-boggling. I can't get my head around it.

The cruelty, pathology, and sickness that abounded blows my mind. Now the question is not, "why am I like this?" Instead the question is, "How could I not be like this?" feeling blessed that I'm here and sane.

Thanks for reading,

KD