I am pretty sure it is safe to say I am depressed today. I feel a "pity party" coming on, so excuse me if I vent.
I have so much in my life yet because of how I am I have nothing! I have 5 great kids ,who can't even respect me.
An amazing husband who practicaly hates me! And nothing else. I work a job I used to love but now I dread
Going to every day! I work between 9 and 12 hours a shift and can't even pay the rent.
I just suck. No one thinks I care I am just selfish only think of me, obviously. I suck! I hate who I am and I don't seem
To be able to pull it together and do the stuff I need to do for others but make time to do one thing for myself at least 3 times
A day I smoke 3 smokes a day, always find timefor that. I am done for now just tired n pissy
With myself my life is bull%#$t.