It's falling out in clumps. I am a sobbing mess over it, I think the lithium ruined my hair. Now I have to get it all cut off but I don't know what style they could even give me. I will look like even more of a freak.

I hate myself. My meds are also making me fat. A little bit of meds is ok, lots of med means lots of me.

Respond, dont respond, I dont care.

I wish I could disappear.