I know I need to tell him, but how can I when he feels, or at least thinks, all is well with me.... I do hide most things ever so good. I am writing this and crying and feeling bad thoughts (he is on the other side of the room watching tv) and he does not even know what is happening - not even a hint.

Trying to hang in there... Trying to be strong... But the MIND is weak...

LoVe,
Rhapsody -