hi my name is heather. i understand what ur saying i have been doing that to the point where it has been causing really bad problems for me and my bf and my familys. i hate doing it but i dont know ow to chill. i feel like i have to stay to myself so i stop hurting my love ones for no reasons. i hat being like this. a couple days ago i my bf and his son were talking about my bf seeing his step daughter again and beacuse of that i filp and caused my more problems then i wanted.