Ok, then write it down on a piece of paper, then.
I know...

He's going to be disappointed and scared himself, but honestly Rhapsody... if I were in his shoes, I'd rather know sooner than later. The longer you suppress your feelings, the worse it's going to get.
Plus, I'm sure you've both learned a lot from your previous episodes. It's not necessarily going to be worse than before. You're both more educated and experienced now.
Good luck, Rhapsody..