The thing that's scary for me is the way I feel--like I'm not a part of it anymore. I just really want to give up-I pretty much have, really. I know I should work, but I just don't think I can.I try to organize my thoughts, but it just doesn't come out right anymore.It seems like I have tried and tried for so long, and I just dig deeper and deeper.
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Peace,
DJ
"Maturity is nothing more than a firmer grasp of cause and effect."
-Bob
"and the angels, and the devils,
are playin' tug-o-war with my personality"
-Snakedance, The Rainmakers
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