Yesterday, I had an appointment with my therapist. She decided to bring in my psych nurse whom I fired last week. They work in the same office.

Before she brought her in, she said that they had been discussing me (she has a release) and that the pnurse thought I was cycling into a depression and that I would go off all my meds because I'm non-compliant.

I am so...well, happy that I'm never going to see her again for meds & therapy. She wonders why I never tell her how I'm feeling about her - this is why! I simply ask to be taken off ONE medication and she thinks I'm going to quit taking them all! I simply tell her a few things she's done wrong and she thinks I'm depressed. I can't possibly just be in a stable mood but upset about the way she's treating me. I'm not allowed to give her my point of view without her psychoanalyzing me and blaming everything on me.

I don't want off ALL my meds I want off ONE med. And I'm not depressed, I'm sick of being overmedicated and I want to FEEL something.