I slept for a few hours, like usual then get up a couple n back to bed,I never feel like I get enough sleep no matter how much I get.
My weeks are shot I work 2 12 hour shifts so get absolutely nothing done on those two days then I work 2 9 and a half shifts so don't get much done those days either,it seems that by the time I am done working I just don't have any energy for anything else, I don't wash dishes or cook meals or wash clothes or anything, about all I do is help the kids get off to school when I get home from work before I go to bed.I don't remember to make appointments for other family members forget appointments I have made. I have an explosive personality, just get pissy for no reason sometimes. I just want to disapear sometimes cause I feel like what is the diffrence? Who would miss me? I never do anything productive anyway. My husband feels that I use my depressionl ADD as a crutch and an excuse. What frustrates me is I know it is all about attitude but I can't seem to fix mine. More later gotta sleep again for another night of work.