meh, an intriguing title because I felt like it... and because I have good reason to believe it's my people-pleasing tendencies that have me in a really low mood today.

Last week went like this: Monday I explored an art college and had a lot of fun. Tuesday I went to an art museum as a date and explored the city. Again, a lot of fun. However I ended up spending Tuesday night at my date's house because it was too late to go home. However I made the mistake for forgetting to tell my mother that I would be coming home in the morning.

This happens on occasion anyway. However.. About 5 or so days before this my mother was told that for 2 weeks I have been going to Therapy and taking anti-depressants without her knowledge. I did this for myself because it was my problem that I wanted to work through on my own.

Back to me coming home wednesday morning. We got into a heavy argument that ended up in me getting slapped and then fleeing from the house. I spent an hour walking to a friend's house. I often walk off big fights, however I don't often have a friend that lives close enough.

Yesterday my mom told me that if I didn't get off of the anti-depressants, she would send me to rehab.... I don't think that's allowed seeing as I'm not addicted to the lexapro.

Also I know that mom does not like my girlfriend. She also believes that I'm on lexapro because I'm dating this particular person.

So I'm feeling like crap right now because my mom's unhappy with me, doesn't approve of my relationship choice... and here I was thinking I was doing something right for myself on both accounts: my girlfriend and the therapy/lexapro.