i'm totally and completly depressed since God knows when and all day i have to pretend that i´m okay cause my parents are way to wierd about that topic. all day they force me to smile and be cheerfull, my school is hell itself so i have to act like i´m the happiest person in the world cause all my teachers and classmates are too snitchy and try taking all the truth if they see you a little bit sad. i´m not allowed to cry, and i´m in the middle of all kind of relationship problems. theres a guy who flirt with me all days and i hate him. he is always saying that he loves me and he wants me to change, to be happier and to not think in suicide and stuff like that, to go to church he even says. all my "friends" are the worst persons on earth and they stucked me in the middle of their problems. my family doesn't want to understand what i´m going through...
i need comfort...