its all good...try and relax now....oh how I know those feelings. I was on ssi for seven years...I tried to go back to work, but, it just was'nt happening. 674..food stamps...section 8....budget,budget,budget....first I had to learn accounting skills..hehe....then I had to go to law school(just kidding) to understand the terminology...ITS A JOB BEING ON SSI.....stressed?...oh my goodness gracious!

oh.....and then food shopping with not enough money to eat healthy...or feed my mental illness......shez.....I'm feelin'yaaa.....

there was a reason I was recieved ssi, instead of ssdi....I tried to go back to work, while on ssi....waywayway to much bs.....overloaded myself manymany times...so

I said some prayers......and ended up workin a few days a month, cash, with a new found friend that needed some help on a farm.......and started my little cash drawer.

I didnt do meds....cuz I wanted to drive..no dui's today, but I did exercise and still do, everyday...and tried to eat right....expenses...