Are you taking your medication?
It can really make a difference by giving you the stability that will greatly improve your quality of life. The reality of it is that mania doesn't last forever and if you let it progress long enough it can become as dangerous as depression. Even if you choose not to go the medication route, therapy can really help keep a check on yourself and give you the tools to better prepare you for the emotional rollercoaster ride.

When you have a disease like bipolar, which is chronic in nature, YOU have to be your own advocate. Please take care of yourself and keep us updated on how you're doing. ;')