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My appt. started out funny actually. Usually I am there ahead of him, but he told me that he had already been in the office in staff meetings for the last two hours dealing with cranky employees.

I warned him right off - I was frustrated, angry, and hostile and it wouldn't be a nice chat. He of course asked me why I felt all of the above.......I detailed some of it, but not all. Didn't ask to see my hand, or anything.

We talked about whether my feelings of anger and what I was going to do with them........that one confused me slightly, but we talked about it. As I said, I dislike people pushing me for answers, invading my space..........if I want to give info, I do; otherwise, back off. My T says he already knew that one....lol.

It was a pointless session actually - from my viewpoint. I go next week again - I should just cancel. I was so tired afterwards and knew I was in no shape to drive (about a 40 mile trip one way) and I needed to lay down and sleep.

I wandered into the lobby and sat down and dozed, but then people started looking at me funny, so I ended up going into the handicapped restroom (yes, I am serious) and just sitting down..............I fell asleep in there for an hour, in an upright position...........lol.

It was enough of a nap to get me home here, and then people were crawling around fixing things.

As long as rent is paid, the landlord should settle down, although all these repairs will cost him a fortune. I hate change, and the thought of it really bugs me.

I know you'll help if need be, ty.........I'm still searching the classifieds for a house. I'm on overload these days and don't really care about much - doesn't seem to be much purpose in caring, just more stress.

Hun, you need to find a better inspiration than someone who is barely hanging on.........but ty for the compliment.

Mary Alice