Checking in, as to not leave any one concerned or worried about ME today....

While I did not go into full details with my husband last night about my true feelings and intentions, I did manage to tell he that I was going to be calling our insurance company today to get a list of our 2006 therapist.
I told him that I was needing help with a few issues that I cannot seem to get past - strong inner feelings that are controlling me and my life - plus I told him I was very scared of the down ward turn my feelings were taking...
He held me close and told me to do what I needed and he thanked me for being honest with him about what was going on - I was actually able to feel his love, if but for a moment.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

P.S.
feeling better and yet now wondering if I might have Bi-polar on top of everything else.... due to my feelings keep going from highs to low and from life to death - some times with in the same day and at other times with in days. I hate being two sided...

Thanks for the LINK, LMo - I will check it out today... some thing to keep my mind and hands busy until the family returns to me later on today.