I get it, WP. That would trigger me too, honestly, and it WOULD make me wonder about a lot of things.

We put a lot of trust in this person without knowing who they "really" are. I know that especially early in therapy, I was always looking for "clues" as to who T was, whether he was safe, whether I could really trust him, all of that.

It makes a lot of sense to me. I hope you will let yourself feel how you feel, and let yourself talk to T about it.