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Old Mar 24, 2011, 12:36 PM
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Thanks. I just try to keep myself busy and remember that T is allowed to have a life of her own....LOL

Also, I went through a period of intense attachment to T a few months ago (it was when I finally admitted I was struggling with it). Talking about it with her made me settle down a little bit. Also, we have pretty much no contact in between sessions which is a good thing for me too.

Withorwithout you,

I've tried to cut down or stop emailing her because i know that when i don't get the kind of response from her that i need, it sometimes feels even worse than the separation pain between sessions feels. But i haven't been able to stop emailing. I'm thinking now that i'm going to have to force myself because i think it's gotten to the point where my t just doesn't take my emails seriously anymore. . .i'm the little boy who cried Wolf! I think my emails have lost their value. it's true that i've overdone emails. i don't blame my t if she's sick of hearing from me. i'm sick of reading my own words. It's all so repetitious and it feels like it's starting not to mean anything but mumbo jumbo, blah blah blah.
Thanks for this!
Suratji