(((((((Wolfie)))))))))

I get really triggered in certain forums here too and I just have to avoid those triggers as much as I can (thank goodness there is a way to block things here!!). I can definitely relate to having the reaction of wanting to delete oneself from a site. I've done that before on other sites. I think many people can understand that reaction and have felt similar things themselves.
I'm really glad you're still here and I'm really glad to be friends again. Sending you tons and tons of love and hugs