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Originally Posted by Suratji
What kind of fool exposes their innards to a stranger? Is it only an idiot who throws caution to the wind and jumps into a trusting relationship with a person THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!! Isn't that considered a bit of dis-function? YEP! How do I know I can trust this stranger? Sure, she's a licensed psychotherapist but still...
In only 3 months I have told all. My God, how did that happen? I have allowed myself to enter extreme emotional turmoil with no guarantee it will do any good. I am so pissed at myself.
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I think having PC may have helped you be able to open up as soon as you did. Some of us take a year before we get enough courage to do what you did.
Once I found the support of PC, I opened up to my therapist within a month. It helps to know that you are not alone in your thoughts. This may have been why you were able to do what you did so soon.
As to the "idiot", one of my recent emails to my therapist was titled, "
What kind of IDIOT shares that with her therapist! A STUPID idiot!".
I do not know how to make you feel any better. All I can say is that I do know exactly how you feel.
I still feel like that most of the time. I hate it!